The beginning of something else.

You made me feel like I was a bad person,
I was starting to believe
as my actions and reactions to your accusations
brought out the worst in me.
Defensive as my default setting,
it's hard to see you
and the world outside of you.
I'd begun to forget that there are
evident opposites of contamination.
My brain spins, as overcome I am
with revelations I have above you.
Through the cracks in my shield,
I am suprised to be burnt by conscious light.
In this light,
You are not everything.
You are not my everything.