Changing.

Well it's the reflection time of year again. It's strange. For most of this year I have felt like I wasn't doing enough with myself, I wasn't achieving enough. When I look back to a year ago, it makes me realise how different I was then. How I've grown, and developed in this year has become an achievement. I achieved big things that are going to set me up to achieve bigger things. I moved out of home, and I start full time working. It's been one crazy year. I feel like I'm on top. I'm becoming more relaxed, peaceful, grown up. I love who I'm becoming and I love all the new things I'm discovering. The world is a horrible place only when you let yourself live in a horrible place. I am beginning to embrace all the wonderful things that life holds for me and I can't wait to try more things. There's so much I want to do, and know, and see. I am so proud of myself for the things I have. At times I have to sit back and remind myself that I'm only 17 and have only been out of school for a year, so that I don't have the sensation of not having done enough with myself, and when I think of it like that I realise how much I HAVE done in that time. I am very happy to be walking on my strong, woman legs today. This new years I feel I will really be celebrating for the first time. My only resolution is to be doing more with myself, and fulfilling myself in every way. I can wait to get started.

Also. TWO WEEKS TODAY! so proud.