I am so sick of rude people.

That pretty much sums up my mood right now. I think I'm definately over hospitality for the time being. I'm sick of being in a passionless environment, where the public has a gateway in which to enter and treat other people like shit. I'm glad I've worked in hospitality. It's opened my eyes to people, and different kinds of people. You see people at a pretty raw level I find. They don't need a front. You see examples of all different kinds of relationships. People on blind dates, people who are breaking up, people who are studying, friends who are trying to impress each other and people who are interviewing and being interviewing. As fascinating as I've found it, and as much as I've learnt. I am over it. I'm getting all motivated now that it's nearly the new year, to start looking for something new. Something outside of what I'm used to that might actually lead somewhere. There's an advert on seek looking for fundraisers for the WSPA. Time to spruce up my CV. I think that would be a cool place to work, people there because they're passionate, doing things that help, but with low pressure. Sure, there's still the interaction with the public, but its a completely different kind of perspective. I am not serving them, I am asking of them. Again, it may prove to bum me out, but I imagine I will see a lot of beautiful things along the way. I don't know why and I can't explain it, other than for the obvious reasons, animal cruelty is something I'm really passionate about.

I see change around the corner. Well, there better be or my soul will curl up and die and I will become permanantly bitter. Not really, but I am tired of this tedium.